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[Mar. 13th, 2010|02:46 am] |
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yeah! finally i made it!! made it to complete my assessments now enjoying my free days till next tuesday and back to hell :D . anyway after assessment kinda feel a bit sad as i was trying to do my best for all my work hope would be chosen for exhibition but there's always many people done extremely well so. zzz.. but at least i put in my effort so hope my marks will worth it! :D Now going into fashion soon. i'm so scare but excited . need to learn how to adapt to the new environment again new classmates new lecturer , excited of what i'll be doing! For now i really feel that i loved what i'm doing and the best thing was i don't find myself wasting time in school! now i feel so much better than what i was in the starting. Learning to see things in a different way , maybe for now i find school more fun, although there are times i feel so stress till i doesn't want to go to school, but i'm still enjoying what i'm doing! lol. Hopefully term 4 FASHION will be more fun and NICE! |
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[Jan. 30th, 2010|10:12 pm] |
Back from B's aunt hse. just celebrate his early 19th birthday. fun, funny and happy lol. especially his uncle was the joke of the day!. Anyway down with the F-ing school projects just kills all my time away.
2d Final, Draft, Research brain storm ideas for new project ( DUE- NEXT WED)
3D documentation, Research ( DUE NEXT MONDAY)
Drawing ( DUE NEXT TUES)
PHOTOGRAPHY ( DUE DURING CNY THAT WEEK)
3D GOOGLE SKETCH UP (DUE DURING CNY THAT WEEK)
CCS PRESENTATION, ESSAY (DUE DURING CNY THAT WEEK)
PLEASE KILL ME ANYONE. i'm so damn freaky stress luh!!!!! damn it damn it !!! ii hate SCHOOL! school just SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I THINK I'M GOING CRASY SOON. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2010|10:41 pm] |
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well, i'm back to this hell again.. getting deeper and deeper when i kept moving forward. The hell is getting deeper than i expect, 2 more years to go. sometimes i'm so reluctant to go in this hell forcing myself to think that it is a heaven , BUT it isn't! this question went through my mind for hundreds and thousands of times . DO I LIKE WHAT I'M DOING NOW? Most of the time it is NO. but yet i can't do anything to go backwards instead i'm moving on further and further . i question myself is this the place i should be in ? till now the answer is still a NO. i hate going to school. i hate learning softwares ! i hate doing all those shit that wants me to understand what is contemporary visual art ! i hate writing essay and presentation! WHY CAN'T I JUST DO WHAT I LIKE?! isn't art a kind of relax and free thing ? why schools of arts will want art to be more complicated that what it is? THERE'S no answer in art , BUT why are we still graded ?? ESPECIALLY in creativity ?? theres so many many why here and there.. I REALLY HATE SCHOOL.. SCHOOL SUCKS! i want get out of here NOW! |
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[Jan. 9th, 2010|01:54 pm] |
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TWISTED?!?! HINTS?!?!?!?!? -you make me confuse |
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